Is it normal for town folks to know your diagnosis?

So I live in a small-medium sized town and I believe some locals know my illness without knowing who am I really am. I have this idea as when I lived that they all know that I am registered as disabled and am under mental health, as many of them are subjecting me to some kind of form of harassment via dog whistle politics and street theatre every day for the last eight years, some attempt dazzling through my house windows at times of which at night I bought some eye protection as a laser light directed at you retina can cause damage to your eye sight.

Also what happed to nondisclosure of private medical records if it's passed around the town like a social media rumour, and how are the locals and professionals (as some were known to me) acting professionally!

Has anyone else had any instances of this or ever thought that this could be the case, as it seems to be a game or ongoing pursuit to covertly emotionally abuse me, or bait me for a reaction.

Also would any body ever have the feeling that your phone or laptop was not secure or private even though you use and have security programs and VPN, how would these crimes against your well being and statuary rights be up held within this catch 22 reality.

That’s a lot to carry. Day in, day out, it must leave you drained. I can see why you’d want to put it into words here rather than just keep it inside.

It can be a long hustle but very insightful as well, as you study what is occurring within your immediate environment externally and internally through your actual hearing of which would be your vestibular system, and pay attention to your train of thoughts, even the pre medative and pre-emptive and the in subjective or non quantifiable, as in the spectral or of the mind, in a sense it's held within the minds thought process.

The covert harassment or street theatre has less of an impact on me nowadays, as they will not mow me down in broad daylight, or hack my bank account or steel my passwords or comment identity fraud and take out a loan in my name.

I even stood in front of the motorist of which included white and dark dealers and none of them are willing enough to kill me out right.

They surveil me and I surveil them, and that's the deal.

Reading what you’ve written, it sounds like you’ve really spent a lot of time reflecting on what’s happening around you and inside your own thoughts. It must take a lot of energy to carry all of that, but I respect the way you’re trying to make sense of it in your own way. I’m glad you shared it here—it helps to get it out rather than keep it bottled up.

As I understand it especially since COVID even more than what's normal to suffer from a serious condition like Schizophrenia, now are hearing voices, as the Zooms that I attended was half full of newbies, some did not know what to make of these odd experiences, and what struck me was the fact that they where outside of the normal range meaning one was over 50, one was about 9, they all described exactly the same thing, bearing in mind that they have no clue what's going on, it's uncanny when you observe this from a distance.

I wouldn't necessary say that I am in need of release or anything like that, as these are attempt to recant my own personal testimony without editing, or imposing a full ban on them or me, but to open debate, discussion, and for others to feel comfortable in coming forward and sharing their hearing voices experiences, or even to bring things to 'light', as you have got to begin somewhere.

As some sufferers due to the way this used to be conducted and portrayed in the wider consciousness of the general pubic, online with the spread of disinformation and proliferation of crap, within the medical mental health system/establishment, and in the profit margins of the drug companies pushing upon the poor or the in need in order to gain an advantage, the medical oversight or deliberate menticide of a chemical imbalance, the working in conjunction with the welfare system, etc, all serves to aid in the continuation of these non disclosed deceitful acts within due recourse.